ah… haha!! I’m not really… I remember feeling really scared. I was afraid I was going to disappear. And he flicked my nose, called me an ugly duck because I guess I sound like one when I cry. I’m not sure if he meant to cheer me up or not. But I felt worse. I really hurt him. I thought that if I disappeared then I would again so… I guess that’s why I’m still here. She’s still here. And she scares me. Which is why I don’t really want to find him. I mean I do! I hope beyond anything that he’s well!

But I don’t want to be a monster anymore.

heh…. I remember he used to chew the end of whatever he was using to write with. But he was very specific about it. Three nibbles, a pause, two nibbles and then he’d slide it to the other side of his mouth and repeat. It was very cute ~ ♡