the three cowardos 3/3
the big one.
lyric you get:
I think of you from time to time
More than I thought I would
You were just too kind
And I was too young to know
That’s all that really matters
I was a fool
the gist: too afraid to live, too afraid to die
breakdown below
the three cowardos 1/3
lots to fucking unpack here.
lyric you get: He only want me when I’m not there
He better call Becky with the good hair
the gist: liked to fuck around but ultimately couldn’t commit because i’m too far away (known) and i’m black (unknown but no less true)
breakdown below
i came for stims and i got anti-semites and attacking someone for wanting to watch a movie.
i don’t support that hell movie. none of us wanna watch it but good GOD. that was terrible.
i lowkey wanted to say something but what’s the point? i probably would have gotten called ableist even though i’m a part of a system and i don’t even like the fucking movie.
you can apologize for hating real jewish people apparently but wanting to watch fake hollywood sleaze while acknowledging it’s a terrible portrayal of mental illness and not using it to form your opinion of said mental illness? nah just kill yourself.
maybe she was ableist before agreeing with someone else’s post, i dunno. if so i don’t give a shit about her either. what i’m pissed about is that hey, i thought this was a stim blog, a place i could look at calming gifs and feel less *insert fuzzystatic noise bc i still don’t have a word for it* but. it wasn’t. it was gross.
it wasn’t a safe space, that’s what i’m pissed about. but that’s on me and this is my vent post about how stupid i am for expecting anything from anyone else.